Rise.

Hello, dear little one. 

Sorry, I have not posted lately but the world has a way of getting in the way of things we hold most dear. its been a very hard month for daddy but I'm still fighting and I'm never going to stop. I am working on something really brilliant for you and will hopefully post it up in the next few days. for now, I want to share with you a beautiful song. Music is a massive part of who your daddy is, it drives him inspires him and makes his world so much richer and vibrant, it makes the special moments shine and brings people together, Its very important, This song helps me keep going and reminds me that it's not about winning or losing, it's about trying, rising up each and every day no matter what may come your way and trying your hardest, that's all a person can do, that's something I hope one day you will discover for yourself my dear sweet Ariya, I pray I will get to teach you it one day. As always take care little one, my love, to you and mummy, and all the hope my heart can muster for a better tomorrow.

X

Your Daddy.

Run Boy Run.

This music fills daddy with hope, it fuels my determintaion and my boyish sense of wonder and excitment, it makes me want to seize each and every day no matter where it may lead me, I will run, I will fight, I will fly, and I will crow. Your daddy is fearless now, he knows who he is, he knows that he matters, he has his self esteem back and he will never let anyone take it away from him, no what they may say about me Ariya, I am a good man, and this music fills me with hope, just like you do.

I will never give up, Beacue i am strong, stronger than anyone knows. I will run, run fast because it leads back to you, one day, I hope soon.

X

Your Daddy