Run Boy Run.

This music fills daddy with hope, it fuels my determintaion and my boyish sense of wonder and excitment, it makes me want to seize each and every day no matter where it may lead me, I will run, I will fight, I will fly, and I will crow. Your daddy is fearless now, he knows who he is, he knows that he matters, he has his self esteem back and he will never let anyone take it away from him, no what they may say about me Ariya, I am a good man, and this music fills me with hope, just like you do.

I will never give up, Beacue i am strong, stronger than anyone knows. I will run, run fast because it leads back to you, one day, I hope soon.

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Your Daddy

All for one, and one for all.

I will see you again little one. I promise you are never far from my thoughts. I promise I will never give up and I will keep fighting each and every day until we are reunited, even if it takes me the rest of my life, I will find a way. You are my sunshine and I will love you always. sleep well dear one and know that you are in my dreams and prayers each and every night. 

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Your Daddy

Ok, now Daddy is just showing off.

Another helping of what I have been up to this last week, so proud of myself, I'm working so hard for you Ariya, and for myself. This is the best job I have ever had and I am being paid really well, I'm really hoping I will be in a position to send you some money to help mummy look after you really soon, I'm also going to try and start putting a little money away for you each month so that one day you will have the money to follow your dreams :) so, for now, I hope you enjoy the pretty pictures of Daddy's work, I'm showing off, I know, but your my daughter and I want you to be proud of me.

Daddy's Super Pop Up Noodle Bar and Wonderful Salad Bar

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Your Daddy

Daddy loves his job.

Good Morning little one. I just thought it would be nice to show you what daddy does for a living, I'm a chef and I really really really love what I do. Its taken me a long time to get to where I am but I can honestly say its worth all the effort, I love working hard and getting up each and every morning, I have changed so much since we were last together, I have been really busy this week, there is a big event on so we have been working long 12+ hours, its super hard but oh so worth it when we hear the comments people leave about daddy's food. But as they say, a picture is worth a thousand words so take a look at what daddy has been up to this last week.

Fine Dining at its Best.

This is the best job I have ever had, I love what I do and it breaks my heart that I can't share it with you and mummy. the person I am now is someone you can both be proud. I am very proud of myself, I have addressed my problems, worked really hard to get to where I am and I will continue on this path because I know it leads back to you, my dear sweet Ariya Starr. I am a better man because of you. I miss you all.

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Your Daddy

Daddy has been very busy.

Hello, there little one, I'm really sorry I haven't posted anything for you lately, daddy has been really busy, working hard its a very busy time to be a chef and its the best job I have ever had, I really love what I do. Also, I have had to send my computer off to be fixed, however, daddy is back online and itching to get drawing and writing for you again. I miss you so much Ariya, I cant be there to sing you to sleep but I found this beautiful lullaby for you, I love you little one.

I also have a little sneak peek for you, I know in my heart that you will be just like me one day, a head full of dreams and a strong heart that craves adventure and magic, it's not finished yet but its everything I hope you will one day become, you are a child of the Starrs! 

Ariya Starr - My Brightest Light.

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Your Daddy

Thinking of you, dear little one.

You're always in my thoughts Ariya, I don’t have many photos of you, I have no idea what you look like now, but I know without a doubt that you have grown into a beautiful little lady, and that mummy and her family are taking the very best care of you. The photos I do have of you I cherish with all my heart. This is one of my favourites. It makes me so happy and gives me hope and the determination to keep going. For you Ariya, and for me, we are both worth it.

Arriya Star only a few days old.

I love how peaceful you look, and that your being watched over by fluffy friends, a little one should always have a hippo friend to watch over them, daddy has a hippo too, he looked after me when I was a little boy,  perhaps one day you will get to meet him and you and I shall be together again. Daddy is working really hard at the minute, I have a fantastic new job as a high-end chef and I'm getting lots of money that I'm going to put away for you, so one day you can have all the things I could not get for you when you were growing up. I'm going to try and do some more drawings for you and get you a nice photo of your daddy because I too have changed so much since we last saw each other, I'm fit as a fiddle and you deserve to see your daddy's face. be safe little one and I will post again as soon as I can.

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Your Daddy

The Ragged Red Rogue

Hello there little one, Daddy has been very busy this last week working hard in his new job, its hard work but I love what I'm doing and for the first time in my life I really get a buzz from what I'm doing, I love working its an amazing feeling, I've changed so much its incredible.

Now even tho I'm a very busy chef I have something for you, something magical and full of wonder, you see your daddy has been on quite a few adventures, he has walked with dragons, seen impossible things and witnessed great acts of human kindness and courage. Along my travels, I have met a host of wonderful friends and I would like to share them with you. Now it just so happens that your daddy is a very talented artist and so my first gift to you Ariya Starr is a very special one, my love for you and mummy has inspired me in a way I never knew possible and so I give you this drawing of my very close friend (some would say the closest) Draco Starr!

Draco Starr, The Child Prince.

I hope you like it, and seeing as I cant be with you right now I have asked him to watch over you and mummy from afar, your guardian protector, you see in hushed little whispers all across the land, they tell tales of the Ragged Red Rogue, He is the keeper of the Maelstrom, his mighty wooden sword and the heart of chaos and lightning! He loves fun and adventure and always tries to do whats right even if he doesn't think things through, a witty little prince full of charm and magic. He is the first of many friends I have for you to meet dear one, I cannot wait to share them all with you, my special little girl, all my love.

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